Where to start....

 Where to start....

Hello my name is Hilary and I am ... And this is where I sit and have to think.  I have always define myself by my current titles daughter, mother, wife, girlfriend ... but who am I? 

Here is where we start my journey, not just trying to find out who I am besides these titles, also I need to get myself healthy.  Healthy mentally and also physically.  The last few years I have felt lost in so many aspects of my life and instead of trying to work on it I rather just ignore it.  Maybe it will get better that way, right?  Don't worry I know that is not true.  

So a little about me, I am in my early 40s; a mother to a teenager; and is currently giving love a shot again.  When it comes to my health it is a work in progress, maybe rather a stalemate for last little while.  I could give you a list of excuses why my health is on the back burner, deep down I know that is all it is, there is no point. The short list is I have PTSD, depression, history of seizures, tremors, a couple of health scares among other things.  So why now, why do I want to make a change?  Because I am tired, tired of not feeling good; tired of not being completely happy; and the most important tired of not feeling completely like myself.

This blog will be a record of my journey and a way, to share the information I have found during the process.  Including recipes, local resources, and any general information I find. Please don't take this as I am expert, but rather I want to help show people that they are not alone and also if I can do it so can you.

Lets get this journey started....

Hilary